This has to be the longest I have gone without posting, and I don't know but I have just got done doing a lot of crap. This has been my relaxing period for a long over due vacation. All of the objectives have been completed and I don't know if other people do or even should feel as exhausted as I do but everything has its purpose and I guess I gained a lot from all of the things and stoofa I have gone through/accomplishments. Recently I have been thinking about everything in general and something came to mind that not just everything has a purpose but no matter what anyone does life can't be as hard as anyone wants to make it even everyday life. I saw this movie about EOD Staff Sergeant and he was a really good actor but peoples lives are really like that and he said that the way to deal with the hardest decisions are just to not think about, and I feel like he means that whatever your first instinct would be to do in any hard situation is probably the best decision to do because it's in the moment it's just living life...